Friday, November 28, 2014

My Sex Story

Hey guys..

The title is random, ignore it, hahah! #TROLL

I know not many would read this. Don't know if you would a hater or a fan, cause some hater still care about my social life though they claim I am shit. But hey, who wouldn't be interested in my "interesting" life, haha! Kidding.

Gonna talk about the heart. No, its not gonna be a biological lecture. As much as the mind can store as much knowledge, to guide you with its intelligence, and its proven statistics so you would be better in making the "right" decisions... the heart still can have the final say. And the "right" decisions, which are made just because the probabilty is higher, or there's a system made by social norms, thus making these decisions "right".

Okay, I hope you understand what I am trying to say, cause I don't. Haha! I am a person who follows the heart more than the brain. I am emotional, cause I believe it is always right. Cause I realised that when I don't feel good, I don't do good. And yes, my way is not right. Neither the way of people who follow their brain more their heart is right. Both of these ways has its pros and cons, it has to be a balanced, or sometimes a gamble or sacrifice. Cause as much as you want it all, you can't have it all. And as much as things may not be seen as lasting, but if it matters to you that much, then God damn it, get it. You may fail from the first attempt. Then change your strategy, be persistent, and let time tell if it does matter to you.

To know what kind of approach you should use, you see if you want it that bad. To know if you want it that bad... Imagine you put your head in the water. And I would hold your head down from getting out of the water. You will struggle. You will want air. WANT IT AS MUCH AS YOU NEED AIR, and that is when you know you want it that bad. That is how I put myself if I want success. I want it that freaking bad, that sometimes sleep and eating is not as important. Or anything else.

Once again, that is me, when I want something that bad. You gotta have a balance. You gotta know what you want, how much you want, and how you gonna get it.

Secondly, remove "fear". "Everything you want is on the other side of fear." by Jack Canfield.

You can maybe pretend, which would help you for awhile, but you can't keep thinking that it is not there. Fear and faith is the same thing.. just that fear is in towards the wrong direction. Don't be afraid to fail. What's the point of being alive if you can't at least try to do something remarkable?

So yea... I intend to speak my mind out here, keeping things general... cause I am already damn open and real on Twitter. But hey, its a topic I felt for, and I hope I did make some sense. You see? I am not afraid to blog and I do want to still blog, so yea, cheers people :D

P.S - I realised I am always lacking of photos... so here is a random photo of my camwhoring.

Tuesday, November 25, 2014

I Know

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

Well, I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
to do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
no! i wont give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use the tools and gifts
We got yeah we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn, how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what i got, and what i'm not
And who i am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up
I won't give up (No I'm not) on us (Giving up)
God knows i'm tough, he knows (I am tough) (I am loved)
We got a lot (We're alive) to learn (We are loved)
God knows we're worth it (And we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm Still looking up

You gave me courage. You are special to me. Perfect to me. Now go study, and let things fall into place..