Tuesday, August 6, 2013

Red One


People still can't get it.

Time is ticking. NS is near, 20th August. Now I just gotta make the best use of my time. Its Hari Raya's eve. Selamat Hari Raya to all my muslim friends. I felt it was a meaningful Ramadhan. I learnt a lot.

I wanna focus more on my family now. I realised I have been lacking in focusing on my responsibilities at home though it never slipped out of my mind. It's tiring. Juggling here and there. But as the tough get's going, the going get's tough.

I realised a new medium I am comfortable, to express myself. Writing. Come on, when was the last time I used a pen? I kinda miss school. Working life sucks trust me. But after NS, that's when I can use again these brain juice of mine. I was a geek when I was in Primary school. Studying is nice. Really! Its safe, prepare for tests and score them. In life, you won't ever imagine the surprises that can cheer you up and also surprising things that will screw you up, more surprising than a zombie apocalypse.

I will find time to write more, make videos more, do what I love and love what I do. I won't die, though I had the most horrible week in my life. But that is the most horrible period so far. There is still more to come in life. 20 is a very young age. Not an excuse to make a mistake, but I must say I have achieved a lot at this age. Not complacent, but I am humbled to where I have grown. Life is beautiful and I hate people who uses the term "FML" for the most simplest things that bring them down.

Anyways, gonna end this post with a high note. I am not okay. I am not that happy. I am just telling you, I am lving my life how its supposed to be. Selamat Hari Raya and Happy Birthday Singapore.

8 comments:

  1. Everybody deserves a second chance to make mistakes, learn and change...again change is pertinent to life. nothing stays stagnant but one would only digress.

    Peace

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  2. Dude, I used to once judge you for what you did to your girlfriend. Come to think about it again, I'm happy that you actually took the brave step forward and admit your mistake. For now, though life may be shitty for you, I do hope you come pull through it and live life as it is. I get angry at things really easily (I admit), I hate seeing guys in clubs touching my girlfriend. I just hate the feeling that your girl for a moment actually turned out to be dancing with another guy. It's not her that I don't trust, but those guys that I can't even trust them at all. Sometimes, I would rather just stay at home and let her go club alone. At least I wouldn't have to think so much and to see things happening in front of my eyes. My case of story may be different from you, but after reading what you have gone through, I would just love to say that in life, nothing's perfect. Sometimes, we really would love to change our habits, but we can't. We might just be that very overprotective guy ever together with our girlfriend (I believe you are one too). Hence, take a step back (I made mistakes for actually throwing guys arms away damn fiercely. I believe we all make mistakes). We might not be the wrong party, but isn't it life this way? Someone have to actually step forward and take the blame in order to resolve a problem. I may be an embarrassing joke in front of my friends, but I do things because I care about my gf. Just like you, come to think of it, when one is really pissed off and angry, he can seriously do anything. I don't blame you for what you did, instead; I hope both of us can instead stay more calm while handling each situation. I will do it and I hope you can too! :)

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    1. A man who hits a girl is no man at all. Regardless of any argument/fight. This truth is basic morality your parents should have planted in your heart. Stop making excuses for hitting and abusing a girl. Start living like a man.

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    2. He already admitted his mistake for God's sake . He also expressed his regrets . You all can stop being such whiners . Yeah he was wrong . You all have the right to be pissed at him . But learn to forgive . At least his girlfriend does not complain about it as much as you all do right ?

      Chill ,
      peace :3

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  3. Freaking punk ass pimpled face woman beater! Hope u get shit in NS! I know lots of officers and so am i one so i wld advise u to work out and stop being a wimp ass boy.

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    1. Shut the fuck up bitch ass. Ur just another of one of those motherfuckers that hide behind ur computer, and type those mean things that u type onto the fucking keyboard. Well, guess what, this 'freaking punk ass pimpled face woman beater' has been through alot. Have you? Have you felt the feeling of breaking up wif the man/woman you love? If you think Ridhwan is just trying to be famous, why should he? He alr is. This guy is super humble, he even shares how much he has on an average day. So what your an officer? Does that change anything? Ur just an normal human being. No one cares if ur an officer. Does the whole of Singapore know you? Nope. Cos if they do, I dun. That doesnt count. Bitch, think about ur words before you take action. Cos the words can hurt ppl, alot. Calling ppl, pimpled face (aka. Me and Ridhwan (no offence bro) ) hurts. Seriously.

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  4. Oh really? Pimpled face wimp ass both of u. Guess u must be a woman beater too or his cock sucking buddy. U both can go fuck each other for all i care. Haha.. Once again.. Pimpled riad tar faced. We can drive a car on both your faces.

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  5. Wow when i first heard about what happen. I was shock. But i won't judge because i do not the real story ..... and y it happen in the first place.
    I just hope things get better for u one of these days Insya'Allah.. everything happens for a good reason don't worry so much.

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